i was supposed to work, i.e. type a bunch of shit, emails and more emails, and answer some questions, and write some things that i will not be proud of in the end, but i might have to do anyway.
it's never easy, and it still doesn't seem that it might change at some point. i really don't know what to think. i had a super weird revelation earlier today, just after i woke up at 6.30, and right before i was about to go out running: what if all the work that i've been doing in the past few years has been channeled towards somebody else's improvement? i definitely haven't improved much, and on the contrary, i see constantly so many 20 year olds with much more experience and skills than me. so maybe, maybe, all the effort i've been putting down, has been secretly flowing to another person. well at least that way i will not feel so depressed about my own shortcomings, but still, it really leaves a bitter taste in my (otherwise blatant and tasteless) mouth.
so yeah, better bitter than neutral and tasteless i suppose.
19.11.15
Εγγραφή σε:
Σχόλια ανάρτησης (Atom)
not maybe. thank you
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφήThank you, your article is very good
viagra asli
jual viagra
toko viagra
toko viagra asli
jual viagra asli
viagra jakarta
viagra asli jakarta
toko viagra jakarta
jual viagra jakarta
agen viagra jakarta
agen viagra
cialis asli
cialis jakarta
cialis asli jakarta
titan gel asli
titan gel jakarta
titan gel asli jakarta
viagra cod jakarta
obat viagra jakarta
obat viagra asli
viagra usa
viagra original
obat viagra
obat kuat viagra
jual cialis
toko cialis
obat cialis
obat cialis asli
obat kuat cialis
obat cialis jakarta
toko cialis jakarta
jual cialis jakarta
agen cialis jakarta
toko titan gel
jual titan gel
vitamale asli
permen soloco asli
maxman asli
hammer of thor
vimax asli
viagra
titan gel
hammer of thor asli